Monday, March 29, 2010

I don't want to feel alone.
I don't want to feel unworthy.
I don't want to feel unloved.
I don't want to feel unhappy.
I don't want to feel... anything.

I haven't felt this way in a long time. Not the situation, just this blah-depressed-I-don't-want-to-do-anything feeling.

I feel numb. I don't want to cry anymore.
I feel like I'm going to be angry at the world forever.
I feel angry with God for testing me the way that he does.

I have to feel strong and invincible, otherwise I'm just going to get hurt.
I am skeptical.
I feel like I have to be brave, but I don't want to be.
I'm torn apart. From head to toe.


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